It is there.. Waiting for me.. All day long...

Alhamdulillah.. Tak sangka idea dan juga pemahaman aku dalam bidang ni masih ada tersepat rapi.. Tak sangka impromptu meeting pagi tadi dengan co-penyelia membuahkan hasil yang cukup lumayan.. Seminggu dua nie aku masuk lab dan lakukan yang terbaik.. Buat semuanya ikut naluri dan sepenuh perasaan.. Dan secara tak langsung dia tegur.. dan siap cakap.. If you can prove by changing the substrate it will enhance the the electronic properties.. It will be good.. That is what I'm trying to do too and it will be a very good deal.. Pastu mula la aku berbicara tentang idea baru aku dan macam mana aku nak approach benda alah nie.. Alhamdulillah dia setuju dengan ketiga-tiga proposal aku.. dan dengan data terbaru ni hari jumaat nak bentangkan kat Pakcik Paul.. Sebab aku yakin dan percaya ada penyelesaian dalam aku punya kajian selama dua tahun lalu.. It is not a waste of time and definately not something to be giving up so easily.. Mungkin orang cakap aku degil dan tak nak terima hakikat.. Nope that is not the case.. There is an absolute different between become someone ignorance and giving up hope and faith on what i belief in.. This field choose me.. This challenge being bestowed to me by Allah.. and it is my duty to understand and revealed the answer.. dan Alhamdulillah.. data yang aku dapat semalam cukup memberansangkan.. Aku punya sampel lagi bagus dari BDD.. dari commercial sample.. Satu petanda yang baik.. Walaupun in teori aku kira ianya mustahil tapi itu ilmu dari pandangan dan jangkaan aku dan bukannya dari Allah swt.. So this is my conviction.. To never lose hope or never giving up on what I started.. Because I'm the chosen one.. I'm the one that being responsible to this very matter.. Semua group dah lose hope but not me.. It is my path and I will prove that by not giving up.. I can solve this mystery and unrevealed the new technology into this world to help people benefit from it..

It is there.. all the time waiting for me to start my discovery.. To reach out my hands and pulling it out from there.. It is always there waiting for me.. For my very soul.. To resonate to communicate..

Thanks Amrul for the chit chat and thanks to Kak Enny.. It is a miracle how suddenly we can connect back and talked about our life even tough there is no viable way for us to connect back.. It is just simply a miracle how Allah do His job... Thank you Khalif for your support too.. By hearing all of your voices.. It is finally awaken.. The sleeping golden dragon finally awaken from his deep slumber..