Fighter not quitter...

Sedar tak sedar dah 3 hari aku selsema.. Balik je dari Cardiff haritu okay je.. Esoknya bila bangun terus suara serak-serak basah dan hingus mula mengalir.. Macam budak hingusan dah.. haha.. Mungkin ada hikmahnya.. Bila fikir-fikir balik.. selsema ni semua macam ujian untuk tengok aku nyer kepercayaan.. How strong my conviction is.. Alhamdulillah.. Bila demam nie, yet aku still pegi skool.. Masuk lab.. even semalam wat keje dari pagi sampai petang.. dengan hingus mengalir... yet boleh je buat keje and felt better.. Still berdiri teguh.. Cuma hari ni tak mampu nak bertahan lama.. Pkol 3 dah tertido kt dalam lecture. so pkul 4 balik umah.. telan panadol soluble dan tetido... Siap lupe nak teman member aku pegi amek barang dia.. (sorry ayie.. :(...)... Bila fikir balik conviction aku still teguh ar kan.. sebab kalau aku trauma takde la aku gigih sampai tahap demam pown masuk lab dan wat keje.. So the fight and the will is still there.. 

Thanks to both of my friend kowt.. Over the weekend aku fikir punya fikir.. barulah la dapat jawapan... I'm doing all this is not because of me.. Its because of them.. This is their dream too.. Their fight too.. If I'm going to fear from all this stuff.. Aku hanya perlu ingatkan diri aku.. semua ni bukan demi aku tapi demi diorang.. For their sake.. Their dream, Our dream.. So zamir embrace the dream and continue to complete it.. It is their life too.. Protect it.. I'm a fighter and even not a strong one.. I'm pretty sure I'm not a quitter.. I will fight and fight no matter what happen.. They been doing their best in Malaysia to educate people on the other part.. So this is my fight on the other side of the world.. So zamir remember whenever you're down.. Just remember our dream, our duty and our passion towards the idea of it.. Fight for it.. and fight for them.. Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua cabaran yang telah Kau bentangkan untuk Kami Ya Allah..

Then bila balik rumah.. Dapat la kad from my Family... Bila baca lagi la terharu..

Abah - Study is short.. Make it Sweet.. So 'Balun' Habis.. I mean enjoy yourself. Happy Birthday (Giler r, abah tau cakap Balun skang.. hehehe)

Mak - Allah is always with you. Be good all the time. Happy Birthday my son, Enjoy your life. Be the best now & forever.. (Thanks Mom.. will do, will definitely make you proud Mom..)

Along - Amir, life's full of deception, its your job to manipulate.. ha ha ha ( Yes along, will try my best to manipulate it to make the most out of it)

Kak Vivi - Dear Amir, Happy Birthday. Have a blessed and blast one. (Yup will do Kak Vi)

Aedya - Dear Pak Usu, I love you. Happy Birtday.. ( I love you too Aedya.. Waaa.. Aedya dah besar and dah pandai tulis..)

Ayie - Bila nak diving dengan aku, shayna & satoshi? Happy Birthday.. (Wah Satoshi pown nak join diving ke.. aku nak je diving.. tunggu aku nanti.. balik Msia trus amek kelas.. sama-sama dengan satoshi)

Shayna - Happy Birthday, a year older, a year wiser.. (Thanks shayna.. InsyaAllah will be wiser than last year)

Siti - Jimbaro, Jimbarae, easy peasy PhD yeay, get yours before your next birthday, I'll be waiting and shout hip-hip hooray.. (InsyaAllah siti.. Doakan aku murah rezeki.. will try my best even though aku macam nak stay lama sket untuk belajar benda lain..)

Awel - The Best Year 2012 and have a blast.. (Haha, okeyh Awel, will make 2012 one of my best year.. Yeehaaa)

Thanks all of you for the birthday wish.. So with my family around... Plus both of you Khalif and Amrul.. I can not lose anymore or even said the word fear or quitting right.. I'll do my best.. not for me but for all of you.. It is our journey and will be ours to treasure till the last breath of our life..

I'm a Fighter and not a quitter.. XD..