Makin hari makin jauh... ianya pergi...

Kini... ak trasa hatiku makin jauh.. sayup meninggalkan jasad ciptaan Ilahi.. Namun ak x mngerti mengapa ianya terjadi.. Ak cuba utk menjadi hamba abadi namun kebebasan hati acap kali meronta pergi.. dan kini ak trasa diri ini makin hari.. makin jauh hilang dari sisi.. Adakah kerna tiada siapa cukup berani menegur diri ini.. lantas terus lantang melakukan segala caca merba di bumi ini.. Adakah kerna tiada lagi azan berkumandang yg mampu menyentap sanubari ini utk terus sujud pada Ilahi membuatkan daku makin rakus, merobek dan memperkotak-katikkan jasad pemberian Ilahi.. Ak tidak alpa akan kekuasaan nya.. namun ak juga tidak takut akan kehebatannya.. Apakah yg telah terjadi.. sehinggakan membuatkan ak terpesong jauh.. makin hari.. makin jauh.. Kini, apa yg ak rasakan hanya kekosongan.. ape ak rasakan hanya bagaikan jasad tanpa roh... berlalu pergi membawa sisa liku hidup ini.. Ak sedar akan firman dan hadith.. semuanya acap kali keluar dari mulutku ini.. namun, tiada perasaan takut dan kagum seperti dahulu.. 

Pabila ak sedar semua ini.. ak makin takut akan kebenaran ini.. bertapa hancurnya jasad ini telah ku lakukan.. namun, ak x terdetik utk berubah.. seolah2.. ianya sudah asimilasi dalam hidupku ini.. Yang pasti ak perlukan anjakan paradigma utk terus berubah.. Hatiku ini perlu diisi kembali dgn kekuasaan Ilahi utk mnyedarkan bahawa semua nie bukan milikku.. dan ak x sepatutnya berlalu pergi.. ak perlu berada disini.. berjuang utk terus berada disisinya.. dan ak pasti perjuangan itu sesuatu yg pasti.. cuma.. ak perlukan kesatria-kesatria ku disini.. supaya ak x berlalu pergi.. kerana kini ak.. makin hari makin jauh meninggalkan semua ini.. 

Jatuh terduduk...

Manusia acap kali terlupa akan asal usul mereka, hinggakan x sedar kini alam yg terlintas di mata hanyalah fantamorgana.. Sedar x sedar.. kita akan melupakan kisah lalu dan terus mnyusuri liku-liku hidup hinggakan terlupa flora dan fauna yg baru diri ini lintasi.. maka..

andainya ak berjaya...
dan ak melupakan kegagalanku..
maafkanlah daku..

andainya ak selesa...
dan ak lupakan kesempitan lalu..
maafkanlah daku..

andainya ak riang gembira..
dan ak lupakan air mataku yg masih membasahi pipi ini..
maafkanlah daku...

andainya ak kini berteman baru...
dan ak melupakan siapa dirimu..
maafkanlah daku..

andaiya ak lebih senang darimu...
dan melupakan kesusahanku dulu..
maafkanlah daku..

dan..

andainya itulah diriku..
tegurlah daku..
pimpinlah daku..
bentukkan lah diriku kembali..
biar pown ianya pahit utk dikau lakukan..
biar pown ianya perit utk dikau lihat..
biar pown ianya pedih utk dikau rasa..
lakukanlah wahai sahabatku..
kerna ak tahu..
ak mengerti..
ianya utk kebaikan ku..
utk kesejahteraan ku..
semata-mata utk melihat ak menjadi insan yg terus tunduk dan sujud pada-Nya...

Perjalanan, Persepsi dan Perubahan....

Asyk letak gambar pown bosan gak blog nie.. dh la lame x mlawat.. silap2 dh xde pown pembaca.. tp bagus gak kalo xde pembaca (bukan nk suruh korg stop membaca).. sbb tujuan asal blog nie pown sbgai peneman bicara ak.. just utk menemani ak bercuti kt hujung dunia nie.. haha.. back to the topic.. KIte sering kali terdgr manusia berbicara bahwasanya hidup nie sebuah perjalanan n bukan destinasi.. dunia nie sementara n bukan lah segalanya.. namun makin ak meniti hari demi hari.. ak rasa ak makin dekat dgn dunia.. makin hmpir pada dunia n lupa dunia nie hanya sebuah perjalanan (bukan tmpat persinggahan pown).. Ak xtau knape, ak tau sume nie hanyalah ilusi alam fantamorgana.. Dulu, ak xprnah macam nie.. xpnah risau pasal pelajaran ku (mungkin ade yg fkirkan ak bajet bagus ke.. ape ke.. lantak ar).. tp 2 hakikat nyer.. bak kate keratan akhbar 2.. Keikhlasan azimat kejayaan.. yup.. that's the key point.. ikhlas dalam menuntut ilmu dan x pernah mengharapkan balasan.. dgn cara 2, persepsi ak x pernah berubah dan perubahan x pernah berlaku.. sejak UPSR smpai la degree.. xpernah ak kisah ape yg ak trima asalkan ilmu yg ak ade mampu utk ak aplikasikan.... dan mampu mengubah dunia nie suatu hari nnt utk menjadi lebih baek dari sebelumnyer.. 

Namun.... kini ak rasa keikhlasan ku semakin pudar.. hari makin hari ak trase inginkan PhD 2.. n ak sedar sume 2 salah.. sume 2 bukan niat sebenar diri ku... Ak kian sedar bila ku trima kad hari lahir dari kakak ku... ungkapan dalam 2.. I can't give you the PhD but I can remind you for your great findings'... Xpernah seumur hidup ak, ak mntak benda yg berbentuk kebendaan secara zahir.. n time 2 la ak rase diri ak dh berubah.. ak dh x seikhlas dlu.. ak dh x ikhlas menuntut ilmu.. kalo dulu ak hargai sume findings ak.. n kini persepsi ak berubah... Sama ada ini ujian dari Allah ataupun kelemahan diri ak... semuanya sudah dan pasti berubah.. 

X seperti dlu.. kini semuanya ak amek mudah.. ak x hargai kehidupan seperti dlu.. ak x hargai ilmu seikhlas dlu.. Terlalu cepat ak menyerah kalah dgn kuliah yg x ku sukai.. Ak dh x pergi sume seminar sepeti tahun2 yg terdahulu.. Adakah nikmat ilmu dh ditarik dari hidup insan bergelar zamir.. Bila terima kad hari lahir dari research grioup ak di msia.. Hatiku makin tersentak.. harapan dan perasaan kepercayaan dari mereka masih mekar seperti dlu.. namun, ak telah berubah.. maafkan daku...

Ak ingin kembali ke masa silam.. ingin berlari2, bergelak ketawa bersama korg.. Kalau inilah kematangan.. xkan ku pinta smpai bila2 utk jadi matang.. kalau hidup di tanah asing nie yg mengubah ku.. ak perlu tabah utk mencari jalan penyelesaian.. mungkin ak perlu berundur utk lebih menghargai diri ini..

Dan jika PhD nie yg mengubah ak.. menjadikan ak bukan insan bergelar zamir.. insan yg x kenal erti putus asa.. insan yg trus berusaha dari duduk bersahaja.. dan insan yg senantiasa dahagakan ilmu dgn semangat ingin tahu... yg terus mengubah persepsiku.. perjalanan hidup.. x mustahil.. ape yg ak percaya dan ape yg ak yakin akhirnya akan hancur dimamah zaman.. kalau btol ini akan mengubah ku dan telah mengubah ku.. Janganlah dikau berikan penganugerahan ini padaku kerna ianya akan menghancurkan segalanya.. menghancurkan impian anak kecil ini..

Ak percaya perubahan itu pasti dan mati itu pasti.. cuma biarkan lah perubahan itu utk kebaikan dan hayat ku ini memberi manfaat bukan pada ku tp pada kita semua..  

To be a Great Westerner

Lame gak dh x update blog nie.. So, nie nk update perjalanan ke barat UK... Area Cornwall, bandar Truro dan Falmouth kalo x silap ak... Pg jauh2 mula2 ingt nk tenangkan fikiran n menikmati pemandangan.. last2 ade jugak hasil tangkapan.. Layan je la gambar nie.... Macam biasa x diedit... haha...

Truro

 Dalam Ketapi.. kantoi nampak lampu.. XD

 Dh sampai ke Destinasi

 Sampai-sampai je dapat berita nie.. haha

 Team Pengembaraan kali nie..

 Tempat tido...

 Map... Kunci kejayaan misi kali nie

 Tempat tinggal kami..

 Nama diberi....

 Cam bese la.. negara omputih nie, main attraction gereja... nmpak x gereja 2...

 Tugu ape ntah nie.. dah lupe.. hehe

 Pasar limau.. tp x jual limau pown

 Mereka sudah beraksi...

 City Hall kowt

 Theathre or Cinema.. ak pown xtau

 Ha.. dah nampak dh gereja 2...

 Reflection yg menarik..

 Awesome

 Nie pown boleh tahan gak

 Kami bertiga...

 Pandangan depan

 Dah malam

 B'fast

 Api-api (excited la plak)

 Nostalgia sket....

Falmouth pulak

 Museum boat.. xmasuk pown sbb boat bersepah kt luar2...

 Kan dah cakap

 Kt museum lagi...

 Ingtkan cm arked kt jalan TAR tp bukan... haha

 Cornwall pastry.. dah smpai cornwall kene la rase satu.. tp amek vegie jer...

 Hasil tangkapan.. jauh2 beli pinggan.. (tp bukan milikku)

Hasil yg x disangka-sangka...

Hopefully enjoy dgn gambar2 nie... InsyaAllah try upload gambar ke london plak nnt..

Club Asteria 7

Hampir terlupe plak nk post minggu lepas nyer income.. padahal esok minggu nie nyer income nk kuar.. haha... so minggu lepas dpt 24 usd (13 dr reward program manakala lg 9 usd dr referral)... Harap2 esok dpt lg byk.. yeay.. Seperti biasa.. proof of payment then

 7th Payment.. Yeay dah nk 2 bulan dh...

Seperti biasa, kalo ade soklan sila2 la bertanya.. n kalo berminat nk join.. click sini.. sini r.... haha

Dan kali nie xde plak news dari management club asteria... so nntkan income seterusnyer plak.. ciao

Ampunkan Daku....

Ampunkan Daku..... Itu saja yg mampu ukirkan buat masa ini..

Club Asteria 6

Tadaa... dah 6 minggu rupernyer ak join club asteria nie.. so keep it short.. straight to the point.. minggu lepas ak dpat total income 62 usd.. tp pecah kepada 3.. 1st 9 usd sbb downline ak renew dia nyer membership.. 2nd, ade downline baru 9usd + 25 usd (dia beli 250 asterio).. dan yg ketiga 19 usd weekly profit maaa.. dan inilah dia bukti pembayaran... drum rolll plissss...

 1st part

2nd + 3rd part

sperti biasa click sini utk join club-asteria dan sini utk join Alertpay

dan seperti biasa news dari club-asteria

DETERMINED TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE

Posted on: 02-Apr-2011

We are determined to make a positive difference in each and every one of our members’ lives. We believe in each of our member’s power and ability to contribute something to the world’s betterment.  Through hard work and sacrifice each of us can achieve the dream we have for a better life for everybody.  Every day our entire staff works diligently to provide better and better benefits to our members.  Our staff searches the globe for products and services that will enhance the lives of our members.  Each day more and more educators, thought leaders and authors are contributing to our educational content made available to you. The wonderful thing is that our staff takes such great pride in the privilege of being able to serve and do all of this for our members.  From our support staff to our marketing people to all of our product development team, the special task they have of serving our members is cherished and admirable.

Take Advantage Of All The Resources At Your Fingertips

 

We live in a digital age.  Through our entrepreneurial education program, combined with our e-commerce solution and utilizing our e-wallet, the opportunity is available for all members to help themselves.  

• Each member has the opportunity to take advantage of gaining knowledge and skills through our entrepreneurial education

• Each member can make money through our e-commerce program

• Each member can manage his/her finances through saving, managing and transferring their funds globally through our e-wallet

• Each member can purchase or sell any of the products and services we have made available

• Each member can share all of this with someone they believe would benefit from all of the above

 

By utilizing the above programs our members have the opportunity to work and pursue a higher purpose by not just participating in them for themselves but also to support millions of people around the world that desperately need our help.  We can provide these programs, we can create and offer the best products available, we can introduce services that are the most cost effective in the market place – but without your help, none of the above will make a difference.  We believe if you, the member, are given a chance, an opportunity, you will take advantage of it.  We believe that you will follow the path of a higher purpose, learning and working not just for yourself, but for the good of your family and all people.  You can’t challenge this concept of hard work.  It is the only way to accomplish and prove your desire to be the best that you can be.

 

How Does The Revenue Sharing Work?

 

We have grown to over 220,000 members.  Can you imagine the possibilities for all of us if we all work together?  Our revenue share would be at the maximum amount each week if each of us just contributed the time and energy necessary to working on our own Club Asteria business.  Our revenue is determined by the support and participation of each of our 220,000+ members.  The revenue will go up or down depending on how many members actively take advantage of utilizing and/or selling any one of our programs or services.  If anybody has told you something different, they are mistaken and incorrect.  We share our revenue that is earned by our membership.  There is no guarantee. It would be impossible to guarantee this.   We can only share what is earned.  To protect the integrity and vitality of the company, this is the only acceptable fiscal policy that we can have.  We take very seriously our responsibility to remain financially solvent so that we can serve our membership for many, many years to come.  Again, if somebody has told you something different, or you believe something different, you are incorrect.  

 

This week our revenue went up, which means that more of our members participated and took advantage of utilizing or selling any one of our programs or services. This deserves our congratulation for a great effort to everyone!  

 

Help Us To Help You

 

Our education system is a fabulous learning tool that is every day getting better.  Our e-commerce solution is one of the finest e-marketing systems in the world.  Our electronic wallet offered by our financial partners can make a great difference to you and your family. If you don’t utilize these programs and services and take advantage of everything that Club Asteria offers, you are not helping yourself.  Our services are priceless – but only if you take advantage of them.

 

We are privileged to work for you and we hope that you feel privileged to be part of our Club that is striving to make a real difference for you and the rest of the world.  When the revenue sharing is announced each week, remember that we are doing our part to bring about the best services and products – you need to do your part as well to maintain the highest revenue sharing.  We believe in our Club and all of our members and we know that together we can grow financially and be a vital force in setting an example for the world for many years to come.

 

Andrea Lucas

Managing Director